It's so frustrating. It's not like I don't have anything to express or say. I have plenty. It just.. doesn't come out as easily as it used to.
It's been almost 8 months since I've written anything.. .. How pathetic.


- Preemptive Strike on Love -Waiting for that dagger To slip and slice this flesh As trust and lust may stagger Exhale an anguished breath- Preemptive Strike on Love -
Betrayal falls like rain Each bond riddled with flaws One chance, prevent the pain And amputate the cause
Trace a circle on my chest Where the beating does persist Take this scalpel, hold it tight And dig in with all your might
Remove what's underneath The trophy lovers keep This heart, broken and sewed A bomb, set to explode
Let the numbness overcome As fear of loss has won Once warm, now chil


- fractured -bruised and broken bloody bare- fractured -
fractured jaw too weak to care
as pain consumes her soul tonight he'll drink another beer she's lost again, this hopeless fight another wasted year
so tightly now, he'll wrap his hands around her throat, and squeeze shouting out his drunk demands she wishes not to breathe
every single night and day their darling daughter grows she'll watch her mother's soul decay while learning all she knows
every night her daddy's hands are stained with mommy's blood she'll go to b


- Desire -a sweet silence nestled beneath the wings of summer’s warmest night and you held me close yet we were both still so alone- Desire -
you and I were young that night two kids yearning to grow up
a kiss a touch
fingers fumbling to make contact with anything that’s real reaching out for substance if just, for once, to feel
twisted in the bed sheets entangled in our lust gasping screaming heavy breathing simulating love
and in the aftermath of our desire lie a secret only we shall know of a b


- Just Drive -Drive.. fade into that simple oblivion between lack of sight and loss of sanity watch the sick fluorescent lights sink into a memory of times where pain was real- Just Drive -
you can feel it, cant you? the numbness spreading through your veins
embrace it..
for nothing will ever make you feel so real, so alive not love, not trust, not knives
just this..
watch the white lines as they blur into a great divide between past and future into times where warmth is real and the present is nothing more than a lethargic transition
let the world col


ArgolenzaArgolenzaArgolenza
I see the needle poised Ready to burst my rosey cheeked red balloon I see the needle still Shaking in the carryers hand And I fear this hand.
I see the needle arc Ready to suck used air out And I see the needle arc
I see my needle fall And nothing seems to stop the descent I see my needle maul My rosy cheeked red ballon And the string that keeps it from floating Drops limp accross my hand.


thin and stretchedI am the stereotype...thin and stretched
I have no control, I am fury.
I have no concern, I am vague thin and stretched, I am forgotten like the withered petal, of a past bloom rose blown away by wind,
a mighty gust be my demise trampled, forgotten,
my mind is incompotent I am incompotent existence is wasted,
I fall into a darkness invert, invert, invert I am no more empty bag of bones a scrap of blood-filled meat forget, let go, leave to rot turn the page, and read some more a salty liquid has smeared the lettering some things are alter
Blue Lotus
myspace.com/acavite
You seem like an interesting person and an amazing poet. If I seem of interest at all to you, go ahead and add me. If not, no worries. I'll be your fan anyway!
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God is the fact that nothing is random, and nothing more.
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God is the fact that nothing is random, and nothing more.
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I can't write english very well
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[03:51] Mmmm chaos: "i wonder what would happen if I walked around with my penor out"
[03:51] Mmmm chaos: ROFL
[03:51] PangPangTy: DDD:
[03:51] PangPangTy: he'd get blown! BY THE WIND
[03:51] PangPangTy: LOL
[03:51] Mmmm chaos: OR YOU. LOL
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